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The family next door is fighting again
I'm sitting in my bathtub waiting for it to end
I don't like Fourth of July fireworks
They freak out my dog, and I'm tryna' concentrate on important work
And I might go crazy if I hear anymore screaming
Another pop, another bang, another cry, another violent swing
I think I'll stay inside
That's the best place to hide
So I can nullify
The stress in my mind
Why would you wanna hurt anyone you love?
I'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND
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2. |
They Love The Snow
03:22
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Snow, misunderstood snow
Leaving nowhere to go and yet, I love the snow
Bitter and wrathful to the unprepared few
But beautiful to me and you
Even after the trees die life still remains
And it stays inside sleeping in and playing video games
The frigid nightfall proves too much for the might bear
But we stand tall, we bundle up and brace the cold air
I hope in the future we can all agree
That the snow's not that bad, don't mind the cold and plus it's pretty
At night when the state is powdered white and the air is crisp and cold
The snow leaves quite the show
(Oh I love the snow)
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Can I breath again?
I can't sleep again.
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Everything is going to be okay
Everything is going to be fine
Just be a decent person please
And I'll feel safe calling you a friend of mine
EVERYBODY I WAS PROUD TO LOOK UP TO
IS GETTING GUTTED LEFT AND RIGHT
TURNS OUT THEY WERE ALL JUST HORRIBLE PEOPLE
BUT YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE LIKE THAT, RIGHT?
I had a dream last night that you died
And so did the person I looked up to the most
But it wasn't you, it wasn't you, it wasn't you
But in a way you should feel lucky you're not my hero
What if they all found out what I've done?
How would my friends handle the truth?
Would they know that I'm a different person?
Or would they hate me as much as I do?
NOTHING IS GOING TO BE OKAY
NOTHING IS GOING TO BE FINE
THEY'LL FIND OUT I WAS A HORRIBLE PERSON
I MAKE ME SICK, I WANNA THROW UP, IT'S JUST A MATTER OF TIME
But even if nothing's gonna be okay
Though I know nothing's gonna be fine
I should learn to forgive myself
Take the love they have for me and make it mine
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5. |
Book Burning Bonanza
00:33
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Untitled (I'm Lazy)
03:26
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For the nearly 16 years that I've had my birth name
There's been a void that couldn't be filled by any hobby or video game
And so I'd sit in my room and for a couple years I'd stay here
Though I still can't tell if I'm lazy or if it's out of fear
Of what?
I'M FINALLY ME
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7. |
The Tax Evaders?
04:44
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I wanna start a band
How can I start a band?
Not now, we have a lot of school on our hands
But this summer we can start a band
We can practice all day
Perfecting the songs that we play
I'll take everyone out for pizza
If we promise that we'll stay
I'd like to play live!
But people don't wanna hear me scream
Only certain people will vibe
And we'll never make the scene
Come on let's start a band
I wanna start a band
We'll put everything we've got into it
I really wanna start a band
Collaboration is the only way I know people can trust me
And out of everything I need, that's top priority
How the hell did I get used to myself over the summer?
It's such a bummer
Now the summer's over like me
The summer's over like me
I wanna start a band
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Maybe one day I'll get better.
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Your sink was red as the sun
Oh what have you done
The image won't leave my head
And the memory never left my bed
You showed me your blood
Are you okay now
Have your arms healed
Do you still consider
Your flesh to be nothing more than a cutting board
You showed me your blood
I looked into your abyss
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10. |
The Bedroom Floor
03:37
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You need to get some sun
Take a walk or a hike
Fly a kite, ride a bike
Don't stay inside
You know this much is true
Come on the birds are calling for you
It's beautiful outside
Get up off the bedroom floor
And step on out that bedroom door
There's nothing waiting for you here
Quit staring at the ceiling above you
And go talk to somebody who loves you
There's nothing waiting for you here
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I had a good friend I once knew
She won't talk to me and I don't know what to do
If you're listening, I miss you.
I still care about you
(Maybe)
I still love you
(Platonically)
Dogs will bark and cats will meow
And trash spills out of my mouth
I've been thinking about him since they put him away
And I hope he feels my presence looming over every day
And I feel jailed too, in a metaphorical way
I just hope his dad is okay
If he saw me would I die?
I can't be friends with a killer, why would I?
Cats will meow And dogs will bark
And I'm falling apart
There's no use
Reminiscing on friendships broken and bruised
What is my excuse
I just hope you didn't feel used
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12. |
The Park
01:13
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To whoever wants to listen (um) hi
If you want to let's go down to the park
Thank you!
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13. |
Stay Inside
11:08
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What's that running through me?
Is it something I should take seriously?
It's tampering with my mind
But I kinda wanna let it stay inside
(Come to me)
Woke up in a cold sweat
(Come and see)
I somehow got out of bed
(Who you'll be)
I need to see if this is real
(After "he" leaves)
AM I INSANE, WHAT THE HELL'S THE DEAL?
As I stumble through the door there's something strange in the air
I can't get out but the door's unlocked yet I can't even pick myself up
Who's that in my mirror watching me? Because it looks nothing like me
How could my own mirror deceive
I'm spinning around, the walls are closing in on me
(Hello)
Who the hell are you?
(Hello)
Please tell me who the hell are you?
LET ME OUT
(Could you please stay?)
LET ME OUT
(No, don't go away)
Why am I screaming to myself?
Do you ever feel like a hollowed-out corpse with your organs being replaced by other's ideas, crammed under your bone?
JUST ME?
I wanna be a hollowed-out tree
My own ideas as the leaves
But those stuffed corpses are contaminating me
My roots are sticking out
AND I'M FILLED WITH MAGGOTS I CAN'T CONTROL
And they're gonna stay inside
They're munching on my leaves
My weeping willows are mightier than my bark
I know your body's aching
Just let me out
You're shaking, your mirror's breaking
To let me out
You're snow I can tell
You stay inside but you're still cold
You belong where the snow fell
With others like you because this is getting old
For the nearly 16 years that I've had my birth name
There's been a void that couldn't be filled by any hobby or video game
And so I'd sit in my room and for a couple years I'd say inside
It wasn't cause I'm lazy
I was scared, I wanted to hide
From what people would think of me if they knew what I've been through
But I know me more than you, and I know what I am too
I'M ME!!!
I wanna be a girl
Shout it to the world
I wanna put on a skirt and twirl and twirl
I know you won't ever believe me
But just you wait till you see me
Later because I just thought that all I need was some
Space
In some empty place
Exiled because I thought I was a disgrace
This won't make me a star
But I know I'll still get far
It's out IT'S OUT
Talk to your friends
Tell them your name
You're a different, better person now
But you're still the same
Oh I've been me before
I've always been around
Don't act like I don't know who am
The girl who needed to be found
How could a reflection bring me so much despair?
Was it the face I'm forced to bear?
Who was this boy I saw before me?
Didn't he know what he was supposed to be?
CAUSE OF PANIC JUST A PANE OF GLASS
WONDERING HOW LONG THIS IS GONNA LAST
BUT NOW THERE'S NO NEED TO STAY INSIDE
NO NEED TO SCRAMBLE TO MY BEDROOM AND HIDE
I don't wanna be the son
Oh please oh please oh please oh please can you call me daughter
We're gonna escape area 41
And we'll recover from that number
I died but I'm not dead
Even though I can't get out of bed
I don't wanna stay inside
So I'll be snow instead
Just PLEASE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE OH PLEASE
Can you use my name?
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14. |
Alone (That's a Wrap)
01:43
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A lot can happen in 2 years
So why does it all feel the same?
Do you still hate yourself, are you still living day by day
Has your worth been betrayed?
Your friends all care about you
So why do you feel all alone?
You got the help you’ve always wanted
And yet you still suffer on your own
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